People hold a grudge against something that other people do because they're not smart enough to let go of the feeling of hatred, and because they can never accept the fact that they are not anybody special in this planet, that they are only the same as any other human being in this world.
And then the hatred they hold will lead to a strong sense of self-hatred, because in some point, they hate it that even both the person and they themselves do the same thing, the person is still doing better than themselves.
Next comes misery. They are in a misery so intense that they start to hate everybody. Well maybe not necessarily EVERYBODY, but almost everybody lol.
Apart from misery, there comes suicidal thoughts. The thought of suicide has never felt so overwhelming before, and it eats up their heads until they're left with nothing but skins and bones.
These people are never happy. They ask for ways to be happy, but even if they are provided with the ways, so what? They can never be happy because they can never let go of the grudge.
For fuck's sake, if you stop hating and being jealous for ONCE, you'll feel twice as happy.
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